Friendship

I find it crazy how people can just be super close to you for such a long time and then all of a sudden they start leaving your life like nothing. Do they not feel the emptiness like i do? To see people i used to share all my personal stories with and literally ever single second of my life with just walk past you and not even stop and say hi…. it just really sucks. is it just me though? Is it because i am a weak minded person that i feel this way? Why is it that i have such bad luck with friends? I always seem to get so attached to one specific person and it always feels like that’s the person that will be there through thick and thin for ever till the day that we die, but i always seem to be wrong. Real friends? pft! never had them. When it comes to meeting new people i always give it my all to try to have the best most real friendship possible. I will be the most truthful person to you, because i always say why call someone your “bestfriend” if you can’t speak to them with the truth. It’s cute in a suckish way to say that your boyfriend is your bestfriend…. literally. It’s cute the fact that its true. I can tell my boyfriend almost everything and he won’t judge, he always gives me the best advice and is by my side through everything and through every decision i take. But then there’s just so much you can tell your boyfriend. It’s always great to have those couple other r e a l friends that you can go to with whatever story and express yourself. But what do you do when all those r e a l friends you used to have are all suddenly just aquatints ?